Letter 10

|c. 464 AD|sidonius apollinaris
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the commissioned letter might neither be denied to friendship when written, nor subjected to your censure when read.

2. Let us put that aside. You command that another copious page be sent. The will to obey is present in one eager to comply, but the occasions are lacking. For a mere greeting, unless some business of active substance accompanies it, is brief enough; and he who stretches it with unnecessary words swerves off course from the straight path of Sallust, who blamed Catiline for possessing "eloquence enough, wisdom too little." So having said hello, I promptly say farewell. Pray for me.

3. But all is well, all is well -- for just as I was about to fold up this sheet, a subject chanced to present itself, about which if my joy or my indignation holds itself in check any longer, I shall judge myself worthy of the insult I have received. You have fallen into my hands, master -- and I do not merely exult, I positively gloat -- you have fallen, and as just the sort of person my longing has been expecting for a very long time now. I rather wonder whether you came unwillingly, though you certainly looked unwilling, since it was by your design, or at the very least your acquiescence, that I was left ungreeted by your books -- and what is far more insulting, when they passed through the territory of Clermont, they grazed not only my walls but my very sides.

4. Were you perhaps afraid we would envy your writings? But by God's grace, that is the vice to which I am least addicted. And even if I were as subject to it as to others, the despair of matching your achievement would in any case remove any impulse to rivalry. Or did you fear the raised eyebrow of a difficult and stern critic? What mortal possesses such arrogance, such swollen pride, as not to greet even your tepid works with the most fervent praise?

5. Or did you take care to disdain and neglect me because you looked down on a younger man? I can scarcely believe that. Or because an unlearned one? That I accept more readily -- yet in such a way that, though I may not know how to compose, I do know how to listen. For even those who have attended the chariot races in the Circus pronounce judgment on the teams. Or were we perhaps at odds, such that I might be thought likely to disparage any books you published? On the contrary, with God's help, not even enemies could pretend that the friendship between us is slight.

6. "Where is all this leading?" you ask. I shall now reveal both what I am glad to have discovered and what I resent your having concealed. I have read your volumes, which Bishop Riochatus -- monk as well as bishop, a man twice a pilgrim from this world -- is carrying back to your people in Britain on your behalf, under that name which is now truly fortunate in the present, a man who does not grow old and who, not destined to fail the living, will after burial become his own survivor through the very works he has written. This venerable man, then, while staying at our city until the storm of the roused nations should die down -- a monstrous tempest that had been howling on every side -- uncovered the rest of your gifts in such a way that he most urbanely concealed what he carried that was most precious, declining to illuminate my thorns with your flowers.

7. But after two months or more, when certain travelers reported that the man, now departed (all too quickly even by our reckoning), was secretly carrying in sealed bundles the treasures of a sacred treasury, I sent swift horses in pursuit of the departing guest -- horses that could easily have devoured the distance of a day's journey -- and flung myself with a kiss upon the throat of the captured bandit: a human jest performed with the gesture of a beast, as when a tigress robbed of her cubs, her neck about to shake off any pursuer, springs upon the Parthian raider with flying paw.

8. What more? I clasp the knees of my captured host, halt his beasts, tie the reins, undo the baggage, find the volume I sought, bring it forth, read it through, and excerpt it, tearing great chapters from greater wholes. The nimble shorthand of my secretaries also granted a certain hasty compendium to one who must soon depart, for they captured in signs what they could not hold in letters. With what tears we were drenched, watered in turn by mutual weeping, when we were separated after many a renewed embrace -- this would be long to tell and scarcely matters. What suffices for my triumphal joy: I carried myself home laden with the spoils of love and in possession of spiritual plunder.

9. You now ask what I think of my booty? I would prefer not to reveal it yet, so that you might hang longer in suspense. For I would avenge myself more fully if I kept silent about what I felt. But you are not vainly proud either, since you understand that you possess the power of speaking in such a way as to wring from your reader, whether reluctant or willing, the force of pleasure that compels the necessity of praise. Hear, then, what an injured man judges concerning your writings.

10. I have read a work of supreme labor: manifold, keen, sublime, organized by topics and packed with examples, divided in two parts under the framework of a dialogue, and in four parts according to the arrangement of its themes. You had written many passages with ardor, more with magnificence; some with simplicity but without crudeness, others with subtlety but without guile; weighty matters with maturity, profound ones with care, uncertain ones with confidence, complex arguments in the manner of formal disputation; some things severely, some gently -- all with moral authority, with learning, with power, with the highest eloquence.

11. And so, having followed you through so many varieties of narration across the full field of your wide-ranging composition, I easily perceived nothing in the eloquence or genius of any other writer that could match yours. That I judge truly you may well believe, since even when offended I judge no differently. In short, the speech of one who is absent, so far as I can tell, is incapable of further growth -- unless, perhaps, the voice, the gesture, the bearing, and the modesty of the author speaking in person might add something.

12. And so, an artist endowed with such gifts of mind and letters, you have wed yourself, my lord bishop, to a beautiful woman -- but one who, with the sanction of Deuteronomy, marries for the second time. You first beheld her, while still a young man, amid the battle lines of the enemy, and there, having fallen in love with her on the opposing side, you seized her with the arm of desire, undeterred by the warriors standing in your way. She is, of course, Philosophy -- violently torn from the ranks of sacrilegious arts, her head shorn of the superfluous religion and the brow of worldly knowledge, the wrinkles of her ancient garments stripped away -- that is, the twists of grim dialectic that veiled falsehoods of conduct and unlawful things -- and, now purified, she joined her limbs to yours in a mystical embrace.

13. She has been your attendant from your earliest years, your inseparable companion at your side, whether you trained in the urban arena or were worn down in remote solitudes, your partner in the academy and in the monastery alike; with you she renounces worldly disciplines, with you she proclaims the heavenly. Whoever provokes you in this union will discover that the Academy of Plato fights in the service of the Church of Christ, and that your philosophy is of a nobler kind: asserting, first of all, the ineffable Wisdom of God the Father together with the eternity of the Holy Spirit.

14. And furthermore, you do not grow your hair long or glory in a cloak and staff as if they were the emblems of the sophist, nor do you affect the pride that comes from distinctive clothing -- neither pomp in splendor nor vanity in squalor. Nor do you emulate overmuch what is painted in the gymnasia and the curved prytanea of the Areopagus: Speusippus with his bent neck, Aratus with his stooped shoulders, Zeno with furrowed brow, Epicurus with skin stretched tight, Diogenes with flowing beard, Socrates with falling hair, Aristotle with arm extended, Xenocrates with leg drawn up, Heraclitus with eyes closed in weeping, Democritus with lips parted in laughter, Chrysippus with fingers clenched to indicate numbers, Euclid with fingers spread to show measures, Cleanthes with both hands worn from each.

15. Rather, whoever takes you on will find that the Stoics, Cynics, and Peripatetics -- the very founders of their heresies -- are shaken by their own weapons and their own siege-engines. For their followers, should they resist Christian doctrine and understanding, will soon find themselves -- with you as their teacher -- bound by their own familiar coils, headlong entangled in their own nets, while the barbed syllogisms of your propositions hook the slippery tongue of prevaricators. You bind up their slick arguments in chains of categorical logic, in the manner of skilled physicians who, when reason requires, prepare even from the serpent a remedy against its poison.

16. But all this belongs in our time only to the contemplation of your conscience and the power of your learning. For who could follow in your footsteps with equal stride, to whom alone it has been granted to speak better than you were taught and to live better than you speak? Therefore all good men will rightly celebrate you as most blessed above all others in your generation -- you whose life and deeds have brought double renown to your words, so that, since your years are now counted on the right hand, celebrated in your own age, to be longed for in the next, and praiseworthy in both kinds of endeavor, you shall depart leaving yourself to strangers and your possessions to those nearest you. Deign to remember me, my lord bishop.

Modern English rendering for readability. See the 19th-century translation or original Latin/Greek for scholarly use.

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