From: Isidore of Pelusium, monk at Pelusium
To: Epiphanos the Deacon
Date: ~410 AD
Context: Isidore on envy as a disease that consumes its host — the envious man is harmed more by his envy than the person he envies.
Envy, Epiphanos, is remarkable among the vices for this: it punishes its possessor more reliably than it punishes its target. The man who is envied goes about his business; the man who envies him cannot sleep, cannot eat without bitterness, cannot see another's good fortune without feeling it as a wound.
Envy is the only disease in which the sick man suffers exactly in proportion to the health of others. This makes it self-defeating in a peculiarly elegant way: the more the envied person flourishes, the worse the envious person feels. He has made another's prosperity the measure of his own misery.
The cure is not comparison but conversion — redirecting the energy of envy into genuine pursuit of what one actually values. Ask yourself what you would want if you were not watching what others have. Pursue that.
Context:Isidore on envy as a disease that consumes its host — the envious man is harmed more by his envy than the person he envies.
Envy, Epiphanos, is remarkable among the vices for this: it punishes its possessor more reliably than it punishes its target. The man who is envied goes about his business; the man who envies him cannot sleep, cannot eat without bitterness, cannot see another's good fortune without feeling it as a wound.
Envy is the only disease in which the sick man suffers exactly in proportion to the health of others. This makes it self-defeating in a peculiarly elegant way: the more the envied person flourishes, the worse the envious person feels. He has made another's prosperity the measure of his own misery.
The cure is not comparison but conversion — redirecting the energy of envy into genuine pursuit of what one actually values. Ask yourself what you would want if you were not watching what others have. Pursue that.
Modern English rendering for readability. See the 19th-century translation or original Latin/Greek for scholarly use.