Letter 42: 1. If, my true brother, you gladly suffer yourself to be advised by me as to what course of action you should pursue, specially in the points in which you have referred to me for advice, you will owe me your salvation. Many men have had the courage to enter upon the solitary life; but to live it out to the end is a task which perhaps has been ac...

Basil of CaesareaChilo, disciple|c. 359 AD|basil caesarea
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From: Basil of Caesarea
To: Chilo, one of Basil's disciples
Date: ~368 AD
Context: Basil confronts a student who visited him briefly and then rushed away — and challenges him to decide whether his commitment to the ascetic life is real.

To Chilo, his disciple.

1. If you had actually thought through what you said to me, my dear brother, you would not have come in the first place — and you certainly would not have left so quickly. You would have stayed and recognized that the care of your own soul matters more than any worldly business, which was, after all, the reason you came. Instead you arrived, glanced around, and left in a rush, as though there were nothing here worth a longer visit. I don't blame you personally — I blame the affairs that dragged you away.

2. But let me tell you what I honestly think. You are standing at a crossroads. You left the world — so you told me — because you wished to live for God. But now you are entangled again in the very concerns you claimed to have abandoned. Tell me: is that consistent? A soldier who deserts his post once may be forgiven; one who does it repeatedly shows he never meant to serve.

3. Come back to yourself. Remember why you first sought the ascetic life. If it was a genuine calling, nothing the world offers can possibly match it. If it was a passing impulse, then it is better to acknowledge that honestly than to go on deceiving yourself — and me — with half-measures. The monastic life is not a rest cure for men tired of the marketplace; it is its own kind of warfare, requiring everything you have. The door is still open. But you need to decide whether you actually want to walk through it.

Modern English rendering for readability. See the 19th-century translation or original Latin/Greek for scholarly use.

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