Letter 212: 1. You can imagine what I felt, and in what state of mind I was, when I came to Dazimon and found that you had left a few days before my arrival. From my boyhood I have held you in admiration, and, therefore, ever since our old school days, have placed a high value on intercourse with you.

From: Basil, Bishop of Caesarea To: Hilarius Date: ~369 AD Context: Basil laments that a letter from Hilarius went missing, describes the factional warfare in the churches, and confides that forged documents are being circulated under his name. You can imagine how I felt and what state of mind I was in when I reached Dazimon and found you had left just days before my arrival. Since boyhood I have admired you, and ever since our old school days I have valued your company. But beyond that, nothing is as precious now as a soul that loves truth and possesses sound judgment in practical matters -- and this, I believe, I find in you. I see most men, as in a hippodrome, divided into factions, shouting for their respective sides. But you stand above fear, flattery, and every base impulse, and so you naturally look at truth with an unbiased eye. I can see too that you are deeply concerned about the affairs of the churches, about which you say you sent me a letter. I would like to know who carried it, so I may find out who robbed me of it. No such letter has ever reached me. How much would I have given to meet you, to tell you all my troubles in person! When one is in pain, even describing the suffering brings some relief. How gladly I would have answered your questions face to face, not trusting to lifeless letters but in my own person -- for living words carry more persuasive force and are far less vulnerable to misrepresentation. As things stand, nothing has been left untried. The very men in whom I placed the greatest confidence -- men who, when I saw them among others, seemed to me more than human -- have received documents written by someone else and passed them along as mine. On that basis they are slandering me to the brothers, as though my name were now the one thing every pious and faithful person should most detest.

ST. BASIL OF CAESAREA To Hilarius. 1. You can imagine what I felt, and in what state of mind I was, when I came to Dazimon and found that you had left a few days before my arrival. From my boyhood I have held you in admiration, and, therefore, ever since our old school days, have placed a high value on intercourse with you. But another reason for my doing so is that nothing is so precious now as a soul that loves the truth, and is gifted with a sound judgment in practical affairs. This, I think, is to be found in you. I see most men, as in the hippodrome, divided into factions, some for one side and some for another, and shouting with their parties. But you are above fear, flattery, and every ignoble sentiment, and so naturally look at truth with an unprejudiced eye. And I see that you are deeply interested in the affairs of the Churches, about which you have sent me a letter, as you have said in your last. I should like to know who took charge of the conveyance of this earlier epistle, that I may know who has wronged me by its loss. No letter from you on this subject has yet reached me. 2. How much, then, would I not have given to meet you, that I might tell you all my troubles? When one is in pain it is, as you know, some alleviation, even to describe it. How gladly would I have answered your questions, not trusting to lifeless letters, but in my own person, narrating each particular. The persuasive force of living words is more efficient and they are not so susceptible as letters to attack and to misrepresentation. For now no one has left anything untried, and the very men in whom I put the greatest confidence, men, who when I saw them among others, I used to think something more than human, have received documents written by some one, and have sent them on, whatever they are, as mine, and on their account are calumniating me to the brethren as though there is nothing now that pious and faithful men ought to hold in greater abhorrence than my name. From the beginning it has been my object to live unknown, to a degree not reached by anyone who has considered human infirmity; but now, just as though on the other hand it had been my purpose to make myself notorious to the world, I have been talked about all over the earth, and I may add all over the sea too. For men, who go to the last limit of impiety, and are introducing into the Churches the godless opinion of Unlikeness, are waging war against me. Those too who hold the via media, as they think, and, though they start from the same principles, do not follow out their logical consequences, because they are so opposed to the view of the majority, are equally hostile to me, overwhelming me to the utmost of their ability with their reproaches, and abstaining from no insidious attacks against me. But the Lord has made their endeavours vain. Is not this a grievous state of things? Must it not make my life painful? I have at all events one consolation in my troubles, my bodily infirmity. This I am sure will not suffer me to remain much longer in this miserable life. No more on this point. You too I exhort, in your bodily infirmity, to bear yourself bravely and worthy of the God Who has called us. If He sees us accepting our present circumstances with thanksgiving, He will either put away our troubles as He did Job's, or will requite us with the glorious crowns of patience in the life to come. About this page Source. Translated by Blomfield Jackson. From Nicene and Post-Nicene Fathers, Second Series, Vol. 8. Edited by Philip Schaff and Henry Wace. (Buffalo, NY: Christian Literature Publishing Co., 1895.) Revised and edited for New Advent by Kevin Knight. <https://www.newadvent.org/fathers/3202212.htm>. Contact information. The editor of New Advent is Kevin Knight. My email address is feedback732 at newadvent.org. (To help fight spam, this address might change occasionally.) Regrettably, I can't reply to every letter, but I greatly appreciate your feedback — especially notifications about typographical errors and inappropriate ads.