Letter 131: 1. Truly unexpected tidings make both ears tingle. This is my case.

Basil of CaesareaOlympius|c. 364 AD|basil caesarea
christologygrief deathillness
Barbarian peoples/invasions; Theological controversy; Travel & mobility

Olympius,

You know the feeling when news hits so hard it makes your ears ring? That's where I am right now.

I'd already heard the attacks being circulated against me. My ears were somewhat prepared — I'd previously received a letter that, while fitting punishment for my sins, was shocking coming from the people who sent it. But what came next was so cruel it made everything before it pale in comparison.

I nearly lost my mind reading the letter addressed to our brother Dazinas. It was packed with outrageous insults, slander, and accusations — as though I'd been found guilty of deliberately undermining the Church. And as "proof," they produced a document whose authorship I don't even know. Some parts I recognized as the work of Apollinarius of Laodicea [a theologian later condemned for teaching that Christ lacked a full human mind]. I'd never actually read his writings — I'd only heard about them secondhand. Other sections were completely unfamiliar to me. I'd never read them, never heard of them. God is my witness.

So how is it that people who claim to hate lies, who say love fulfills the law, who profess to bear others' burdens — how have they agreed to slander me using someone else's writings? I've asked myself this over and over. The only answer I can find is what I said at the start: this suffering must be part of the penalty I owe for my sins.

Two things grieve me. First, I'm heartbroken that people who should uphold the truth have abandoned it. Second, I'm genuinely afraid of becoming a misanthrope — losing faith that honesty and integrity exist in anyone — when the very people I trusted most have treated both me and the truth this way.

So let me be absolutely clear, brother — and I want every friend of truth to hear this: **that document is not mine.** I did not write it. I do not approve of it. It does not reflect my views. Even if I did write to Apollinarius years ago, or to anyone else, that shouldn't be held against me. I don't blame an entire community when one of its members falls into heresy — and you know exactly who I mean, even though I won't name names. Each person will answer for their own sins.

This is my response to the document they sent me. Share it with anyone who wants the truth rather than a convenient lie. If I need to answer each charge in detail, I will, with God's help.

But let me state it plainly: I do not teach that there are three Gods, and I have no association with Apollinarius.

Modern English rendering for readability. See the 19th-century translation or original Latin/Greek for scholarly use.

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